Don't get me wrong I love to be spontaneous too but the more I got plan in a year the more I'm satisfied. I'm sure I'm not the only one, I'm sure I got to have a twin somewhere with a million "to do list"!
Now, these days, I can say something is truly getting to me. Both mentally and physically. I want another baby badly.
This shouldn't be a problem, it should be a happy time, but when you keep waiting and waiting its the worse feeling ever.
I have lost control. I have no control over what happens and the longer it takes the more I can't stay still.
For anyone going through that, it sucks.
Like I said earlier, I'm a planner. I don't stay still and I love to plan big trip. And I want to add many many climbs to my future but as of now everything is at a standstill. I want a baby. I want mountains. And it's driving me nuts. Now send me some baby dust. Please.